When money becomes an issue..
Went to rehearsal yesterday and we were preparing ‘Evergreen 70s’ for our upcoming performance at the Istana. Well, this piece include songs like ‘How deep is your love’, ‘Killing me softly with his song’ and ‘Dancing Queen’. It’s really awesome, and it brings back super good memories! Although I don’t know all of them, but it felt good to be playing it, really fun and great arrangement.
I had a good chat with some of the musicians last night about music, about what I want to do in the future, they shared their stories, their friends’ stories.. It was awesome (:
It makes me think more and make proper plans for myself, but it also brings more worries for myself.
I have 0 experience playing in an orchestra, I have no proper foundation as musician, as a clarinetist and I have no teacher in the clarinet. How can I possibly get a degree for clarinet performance? It is impossible.
As much as I want to, it is so limited for me..
I wish I am rich enough to at least get a teacher, I hope I can get someone who is able to guide me. Really hate it when I’m stopped by money issues. Geez..
